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Trust Again

WASTED TIME

Taking one look round this empty room
Do I see through, can you see you
This might be crazy the risk I take
But I see you, can we pull through


If I never saw your face again I don’t know what I’d do
If I never held that hand in mine I don’t know how I’d feel
I don’t know how I’d be alone but I’m not saying I’m not whole


Because I am and you are
You’ve got the right idea sweet one
But we’ve wasted time by being blind
We’d not taken control
But passion leads a trail to you
As the past fades and falls down


But I can’t find my recompense in tears or laughter
It’s not getting easier to think about you
But I’m becoming stronger and wising up
But I’m not saying I’m not whole


Because I am and you are
I’ve got a clear idea no fear
We’ve wasted time by being blind
We’d not taken control
But passion leads a trail to you
As the past fades and falls down


Falls down, fades out
Falls down, fade out


But I’m not saying I’m not whole


I am and you are
We’ve got a clear idea no fear
We’ve wasted time by being blind
We’d not taken control
But passion leads a trail to you
As the past fades and falls down


But I can’t find my recompense
Find my recompense
Find my recompense




TRUST AGAIN

When you said to her
Like a million others
That you’d always be her faithful lover
Well she didn’t expect what was to happen next
She cries


Will you help me to trust again
In life in love in my everything
Cos every time that I’ve turned around
My back is stabbed and I fall to ground
I hit the ground and there’s no further down


Does her heart grow cold
Like all the others
Or can she be so brave to be a greater woman
Because you cannot expect what is to happen next
She sighs


Will you help me to trust again
In life in love in my everything
Cos every time that I’ve turned around
My back is stabbed and I fall to ground
I hit the ground God there’s no further down
No there’s no further down


Will you help me to trust again
Will you help me to trust again




HOLDING ON

Though all I want to do is holding you
There doesn’t appear to be many gaps of light


Well I’ll be patient
I’ll keep holding on
And I’ll show faith in the truth of our love
Is it enough
Is it enough


Throughout different lives I’ve lived I‘ve been wanting this
Though I couldn’t admit to it this life it’s time


Well I’ll be patient
I’ll keep holding on
And I’ll show faith in the truth of our love
Is it enough
Is it enough


I hope it’s enough
I hope it’s enough
I hope it’s enough
I hope it’s…




IT IS OR IT ISN’T

I can’t seem to make my way
Oh how I cry when no-one’s here
There’s only so much I can take
Before I want to run away


And I don’t know
What I ought to know
And I should know
How to pick myself off the ground and spin myself around
Till I’m back home in my heart brighter and wiser
Come on be a fighter


So all I can say is either it is or it isn’t
Well yes I pray but either it is or it isn’t
It is or it isn’t
And the more I know
It’s time to make a decision
Which way will it go
Even God shrugs her shoulders
Cos it is or it isn’t
It is or it isn’t
It is or it isn’t


Lord help me to see, is this wrong or is this so right
Is yesterday holding me to ransom
It is or it isn’t
And with all I know now
I’ll stand up and make my decision
Are you proud of me
My god laughs at this
Cos it is or it isn’t
It is or it isn’t
It is or it isn’t


It is or it isn’t
It is or it isn’t
God it is or it isn’t


I can’t seem to make my way




LONG TO

I may just be breathing in and out
As the record plays in my head
Pictures of you and me


Oh how I long to
Yeah how I want you
It’s been a thousand years
Maybe a lifetime more


Oh how I long to
Yeh I want you
It’s been a thousand years
Please not a second more


And I’ve been waiting so long
All my life I’ve been holding on
Feeling oh so close you just brush my hand
When most of my hours were wasted


But you can take me there
Oh you take me there
Cos girl you’re oh so fine
You know how to blow my mind
When the lights are on god how I my light turns on


Oh how I long to
Yeah how I want you
It’s been a thousand years
Maybe a lifetime more


Oh how I long to
Yeh I want you
It’s been a thousand years
Please not a second more
No not a second more
God not a second more


Oh how I long to
I want you
Yes I want you




DRINK YOU IN

I’m getting off
You’re getting on
The time has come
I’m crawling up
And moving on


Reach out and pull me close
Let me know that you care
What’s it going to be
My heart in your hands


Please pull me close
And don’t let me go
What’s it going to be
My heart in your hands
Heart in your hands
Your hands


I want to drink you in, heart mind body and soul
I want to drink you in, all your moods as they change
I want to feel you in me, fluid just like the ocean
I want to drink you in and I won’t spill a drop
No I won’t spill a drop


Reach out I’ll pull you close
I won’t let you go
What’s it going to be
Your heart in my hands
Heart in my hands
My hands
My hands


And I won’t spill a drop
No I won’t spill a drop


Oh I won’t spill a drop
Girl I won’t spill a drop
No I won’t spill a drop


Oh I won’t spill a drop




BEST DRESS

Put your best dress on
And let your hair fall long
But when I have my way it won’t remain


And you can play the fool girl
But we’ll always both know
How good it is
And how we do it


So put your best dress on
Although I’ll take it off
Cos when you look that way I can’t contain


And I have felt the fool girl
But we’ll always both know
How good it is
And how we do it


So put your best dress on
Put your best dress on


Take it off
Look that way
Take it off




WRAPPED AROUND

Feeling so impatient
The smell of your hair lingers
Reeling from the sight of you
God knows what I am to do


You’ve got me wrapped around your finger
Bewitching my heart and my mind


Do you know what you can do
Don’t think that you really do
Though my pride tells me to run
Your magic keeps me holding on


You’ve got me wrapped around your finger
Bewitching my heart and my mind


Only God sees me sigh
God hears my cry


You’ve got me wrapped around your finger
Bewitching my heart and my mind
You’ve got me wrapped around your finger
Bewitching my heart and my mind




BEAUTIFUL

I may not see your face but it doesn’t mean you’re not here
I may not feel your touch but I know that you are standing near
So far but still here


Your face is so beautiful
And your heart shines like the stars in the sky
So bright and so alive


When you watch the ocean she’ll be right there next to you
As you feel your soul grow they’ll be blessings around you
That love is still real


Her face was so beautiful
And her heart shone like the stars in the sky
So bright and so alive


You may not see her face but it doesn’t mean she’s not there
You may not feel her touch but know that she is standing near


Her soul is so beautiful
And her heart shines as the stars in the sky
So bright and so alive




PLEASE BE

I find myself walking down this road again
With an empty smile and a heavy load upon my head
Can I make it through
Regardless of what is to be
God I hope so


Well do we know how strong we are
Even though this life can hurt
Cos all I ask for now I see
Is what is meant to be please be
Be


So can you find yourself
Are you strong enough to face all the falsehood now then turn your back away
Cos you know your truth
Despite the fears that keep you down
Gotta move on


Well do we know how strong we are
Even though this life can hurt
Cos all I ask for now I see
Is what is meant to be please be
Be


But I’m slip slipping away from you
Do you even know
Have you lately sensed it
I don’t think so
But life goes on
It holds my hands and calms these waters
No longer stranded


So can we find ourselves
Are we strong enough




DIVINE YOU

Pushing up my sleeves now
Intending to reach my goals
When will I be there though
What do I have to show


We’re all running where’s the purpose
Will we let it surface sometime soon
Are we fighting what is perfect
Because our hearts are hurting
Take time to be the real you, divine you, just you


I’m playing for true life now
With the seeds I’ve sown
Discarding all that’s useless
Just taking what I need


I’ve stopped running what’s the purpose
I know that I will surface sometime soon
I’ve stopped fighting what is perfect
Although my heart is hurting
I’ll take time to be the real me, divine me, just me


Divine


Stop running there’s no purpose
Trust that we will surface sometime soon




UNASSUMING

So unassuming I am
Trying to take this away from you
I keep confessing who I am
So I just don’t know where I should stand
It’s not impressive some days
But I’m hoping you’ll see me my other ways


Cos I like you next to me sleeping so softly
With your hand on my heart I’ll hold you close
Please don’t stray so far from here
Cos I’m wanting you this near
With the love I’ve got it flows from me to you


And when I kiss you I want you to feel our two lives combine
When I look into your eyes I hope you won’t need another
As I show you my smile I think I should say it’s truth smiling at you for you


Ohh I like you next to me sleeping so softly
With your hand on my heart I’ll hold you close
Please don’t stray so far from here
Cos I’m wanting you this near
With the love I’ve got it flows from me to you


So unassuming I am
So unassuming I am